There's more to life than bitterness and lies.

2009-05-17T16:17:00.002+08:00

SHIFTED.

2009-05-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

Won't be coming back for the time being. Im sooooo tired. School's life getting really hectic for me. All those outings after lessons and so on. Even though I enjoy it very much, I still need a rest. I miss many many people. In fact, I miss the bv friends a lot. Esp. Lopez Cy Sy Zj Arif, haven't seen them for like 987654321 years.

Mom needs a visit to the hospital tmrw ): God bless.

( Might be ) Shifting to Lj soon.

2009-05-13T23:52:00.001+08:00

Omg there's this test tmrw Im dying of exhaustion soon.

2009-05-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

Omg I dead beat. My eyelids are literally closingggggggg. Im so tired I feel so lazy that I wish I could skip school tmrw. Well well well I seriously hope the holidays come soon, like real soon! So that I can have enough time to do smth about my horrendous eyebags.

Yes and school's pretty fine lah except for Lectures are darn bored. Okay lah buay tahan. Gonna slp now byez.

2009-05-12T13:12:00.001+08:00

Hi just finished a few games of Heart Attack. Almost died hehe.

2009-05-11T18:57:00.003+08:00

Hi check out my new pettttttt! Hehehe I always say Pet Society damn lame but still.. Omg dk this is what shit. Find it damn ugly leh. Isit a dog or a pig?! Walao sian. I think not cute plz. The cutest will be the name lah. Her name is Dung Pudding. HAHAHAHAHA DAMN GROSS I KNOW BUT BECAUSE GROSS THEN I LIKE WHAT (Y)(Y) Hehehe plz whack me now byez.

/edited: Today, during IDEAS class waiting for Idk what, Mery and I had a little chat then we suddenly talked about bungs and then Nasri told us his little secret in the most himbotic way.

Nasri : " I tell you all ah, I actually not guy. I girl :$ " - gives shy face plus covers his mouth while talking to us for fear Aakash they all would know.

Hahahaha one reason why Im starting to like school :) Because there is always funny people who never fails to make my day! :D

2009-05-11T17:57:00.005+08:00

Hola! Finally the assignments are all overrrrrrrr. As in, over! Ok lah, maybe not. My Excel's draft submitted but I have some last amendments to do urghhhhh I can't wait for this Excel thing to be over and done with. But, let's rejoice! Zbrush's downnnnnn! So ( I think ) IDEAS lessons will not have Zbrush anymore hehehe! Well well and finally I have some time to myselfffffff. Finally a day over at my mom's office is good. As in, I have time to enjoy surfing the net and really not rush like mad just like ytd, multi tasking like mad.

I have to like stop using the word ' like '. You know it's like a habittttttt! A very random one I guess! And yez school's better today! Classmates are getting more and more fun lah. At least Im like not dreading it anymore. Haizzzzzzz how I miss Bv!

Oh yes and today moi woke up at 857 swearing like mad because Im supposed to catch the 857 bus! Then, I somehow rushed through my showerrrrrrrr. Like 5 mins onlyyyy -.-" Every morning I will have to bathe for at least 30 mins lah, thats why I wake up like 815 every morning.

Omg lor you know I had this urge to skip school plzzzzzz you know like walao one hour nia have to rush like siaooooooooo! But still, I've decided to kick this habit of skipping school already heehee. Believe me people, just like how Lopez thought when I usually skip school Im really sick. Therefore he got this conclusion that Im weak. AHHHHHHHHHH. ( Adds another million HAHAHA )

Yah lah ok and the coolest thing ever was that I reached school at 1010! Can consider waking up at 9 in the future. Hahaha no Im just kiddong you. Yez I typed kiddong I think it's funny. I can never love the feeling or rushing like mad you know. Haizzzzz shld stop being so qb.

Yessssss and this internet connection is irritating me cos throughout this post I've been disconnected 3 times ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh plz kill moi byez. And btw I'm like under this curseeeeeee yknow people always bully moi. Today my classmates bullied me and they attempted to throw my laptop down the floor and my laptop almost dropped while Jinghan threw it to Nasri. AHHHHHHHHHHH OMG. Kill me.

2009-05-10T23:32:00.006+08:00

Amos always like that one.. Spoil everything! Lol :P

Asyidah!:D

Funniest guy ever!

Faizal!

Ruihao w his very classic glasses!

Amos(!)

Siyi!

Must do this once in a while, please forgive moi.

Sorry, this is just my everyday face.

Lopezzzzzy!

Looking young nowadays Idk why! Hahaha.

Hafiz, tweety! Miss him the most!

Told you I missed him! We kinda spammed pics but only a few's left!

Asyidah's the coolest girl I've met in my whole life, I swear! Fancy using her engineering tools to cut her nails. Love you honey!

Hafiz, quit being an asshole. Make me lose 20 cups of bubbletea. Damn youuuuuuu.

2009-05-10T18:32:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiii omg damn tired nowwwwww. Ytd was to Vivo to catch Star Trek w Eli, Ivan, Joyce, Nevin, Ong, Renjie and Ziling! Guess the movie was rather good! Yezzzz and after that I had to go off for family dinner and then, after that was homeeeee!

Here comes the second part of the day! Bathed and cabbed to Ivan's house to meet up w Ivan, Kh, Ong, Rj for late night Mahjong! Hehehe and I swear Daidi's the bomb! Better than Mahjong x 10000000000000!

Yezzzz and reached home around 730 or so and I slept till now. Need to rush through my Excel and Zbrush projects nowwwww. Hate it when I procrastinate because in the end I have to rush like mad because i have to upload my Excel to blackboard by 1159 pm later and then my Zbrush's due tmrw! Seeeee?! Aiyah the brighter side of it will be I'll be able to enjoy life after all these shit. Ok lah bye.

2009-05-09T01:24:00.002+08:00

Hiiiii all! Some updates here.

Okay first, I have to say that the world's really really really small lahhhhhh! The first thing's gna be that you know I have a fwen called Vanessa that's in the class as Vivian! Then, the thing is Vanessa knows Nasri and he's in mua class. Then, another classmate of Vivian's actually knows my another classmate Keith. Blahhhhh *&^%$#@! So many links.

Today, we ( syidah and I ) found out that actually the new best fwen Asyidah has been telling me about, is Aakash's friend. Zomg wna die straight. Too much of a coincidental, no? From SP can link all the way to TP siaaaaa! Tsktsktsk, so coolzxs!

Hahaha ok lah. So my day today consisted of Poly Marina and the damn irritating ropework I swear my eyes were on the verge of popping out already lah seriously! Yeah and of course the scorching sun which was like walaowth can go die type and I wanted to die straight plz. And Mom came to pick me up from Poly Marina (L) and then we went for lunch!

Then, the climax of the day! Meeting up with some of the 4e5 peeps! Seriously miss them and it's been a gazillion years since I last saw them lah! Met up with Amos, Asyidah, Faizal, Hafiz, Khairul, Lopez, Ruihao and Siyi.

Seriously think that Bv days are much loved! Yknow the best thing is we can laugh at stupid things non-stop and think it's perfectly normal because there's tolerance and love for each other! Chit and chat was pretty fine and I swear Hafiz should go and eat some shit. We waited for him till 1115 or so?! Omg lah! We were so tired plzzzzzzz. And Jensen, another one. He can't turn up due to his proj or smth kinda disappointed but it's alright! We are meeting up next week again. Can't wait to see all of them all over again! Esp. Hafiz! Oh myyyyyy, he's grown up a lot! Hahaha but well, still as cheeky -.-

Yesssss and pictures will be up on Fb, according to Siyi and those from my lousy hp cam will be up another day because Im too tired to upload any pictures for the moment! Yezzzz meeting up with the usuals tmrw again to celebrate Zl's and Eli's birthdays! Yes good good (Y) finally meeting up after 987654321 years. Yay! Alright now, I shall hit the sack! Have to wake by 11 a.m later to complete my proj in 1.5 hrs time if not I will die on Sun and Mon respectively, tyvm.

2009-05-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii I've burnt a hole in my pocket, literally. Sucks big time but aiya you know I just need a laptop case so badly and the Crumpler school hymn's damn chio lah so I bought it (Y) Very contradicting I knowwwwwwww but the best damn thing is that Andrew/Jinghan's the loser!

Yknow that day, we ( Jinghan, Ziwei and I ) were chatting during class and we somehow got to the conclusion that we can actually buy laptop cases from Crumpler for like 80 bucks or so after knowing that Ziwei bought her no-brand case for 69. Then! I somehow decided to get the red one.

Then, the next day, Ziwei told me that Jinghan said he's gna get the red one. So I was like urghhhh sian max. And I tried to persuade him to buy the black one lah cos I like the red one. Then, he insisted on buying the red one lor. So okay I gave in and decided to get the black one instead.

Then! Today Wanyu Ziwei and I headed to Town because Wanyu and I wanted to buy our things. When we proceeded to the Crumpler shop, I saw the red one and I was like Yezzzzzzzz the red one is like yuck. Mwahahaha Im so evil I know but who ask him snatch w me in the first place right! Hehehohohaha.

Ahhhhhh Im dying due to exhaustion. Having a terrible sore throat nowwwwwwwwwwww shit.

2009-05-06T22:35:00.006+08:00

Idk why but it seems like the lecturer was late and thusssss...

Note : Our SW behind! :O

Nas says bye!

Oh btw tell you my two funniest encounters with this guy!
Me : Eh Nasri, you got sister?
Nasri: Yes, why!
Me: Bet her name's Nazreen.
Nasri : HAHAHA very funny meh?
And today, Wanyu pulled his hair.

Nasri : OIIII!!!
Me : She trying to help you rebond your hair lah.
Nasri : Walao you all really very bad sia - pouts his mouth.
Me : Okay lah very handsome lah.
Nasri : Wah thanks you just made my day. Repeat it tmr.

I just decided to ignore him. Haha he's damn funny!

2009-05-06T21:58:00.005+08:00

Hiiiiiiii allll moi's back and today was a good day, I guess! School's rather fun because the classmates are darn funny and yezzzz I kinda feel that we're more bonded now after the quiz doing thing! The best thing we've done so far was to da bao macdonalds and eat at the concourseeee! I swear thats the best place to study!!

Half of the class even went to the CCA Orientation tght. Well I signed up for the Chinese Music Club for myself as well as Kh! Hopefully it'll be funnnnnn heh. Btw! Met up with many many people today! Esp. Joyce Ong Viv whom I haven't seen for yearssssssssssss!

And then met up w Ivan! Passed him the disc and went for dinner as well! Swear meeting once in a while is darn good! Feels damn shiok, no?! Still feel that BV friends are always the best to talk to! Becauseeeee I can irritate all of 'em like nobody's business heh *winks at Kh*

Yezzzzz and that's about today! I've been reaching home at around 9+ 10 these few days I've been lacking of sleep. So much so that I can sleep for at least 15 hrs straight lah! And I've been procrastinating too much! I need to study study study mug mug mug hard. And of course, pay attention in class more! Need to finish reading up on the notes I've missed out by this Saturday! Omgzxszxs there's really so much to do! Need to hit the books(?) soon!

Oh yes btw I've found the most qb guy in my class everrrrrr hahaha but he's damn funny!

E.g.

Nasri : Eh Aakash! ( trying to ask him a question about P.O.A )

Aakash : Shut up.

Nasri : WALAO YOU *&^%$#@!

Me : HAHAHAHA OMG.

Me to Nas : Eh where's ..

Aakash : Upstairs.

Me: HUH I HAVEN'T FINISH SAYING!?

Hahaha omg you tell me qb not?! But everything I see him I just wna laughhhhh because of his tail. Think my class got a lot of jokers siaaaaa, I like! Hahaha alrighty have to go complete my assignments nowwwww! Tatz!

2009-05-05T23:44:00.004+08:00

Lessons are boring and thus...

We somehow figure out that Nasri's hair ought to curlier(?) and we just had to perm it. Hoho.

Ok lah the end!

2009-05-05T20:28:00.001+08:00

Pretty much figured out about a lot of things. Yezzzz should cherish whatever I have now lah k bye.

2009-05-05T18:59:00.003+08:00

OH BTW, WHOEVER SAID SP'S DAMN BIG (!!) MUST BE KIDDING MUAZ. You know last Mon, I saw Kh during lunch and today I saw him again and that qb guy commented on my fugly nose. Hahaha walao plz.

Then, last week I saw Li Xian twice! First at foodcourt 5 after school and next was during my lunchtime he was sitting behind moi :O

And then, 2 weeks back, I saw Nevin at T1A! Same storey with my somemore. Sway right I every Wed got lesson at 6-2, he got at 6-10. AHHHHHHHH PLZ GOD DON'T LET ME SEE TANK LEH?! HAHAHA just kidding lahz!

Yessss and last week, I saw Leon ( my pri sch fwen \m/ kewl nortz ) at the Mrt.

SO WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS? SP WHERE GOT BIG!

Ok lah big coz until now I haven't see Joyce, Ong and Vv yet. But Viv's classmate's fwen is moi classmate! Coincidental horzxszxs. Hahaha ok lah I should seriously kick this habit of being over-high in my own blog. Byez.

2009-05-05T18:48:00.002+08:00

Hi all! School's pretty fine up to now. Getting better I guess. The only thing is Im still not mingling with the others in class and that's rather bad I think! But still, enjoying myself in class and I swear I have to get down to serious matters soon. I should really pay more attention during lessons rather than to hehehahahoho with people on Msn and laughing at my classmates' hair, faces and voices. I feel so bad but it's damn funny lah.

Yezzzz and today was a little bit of camwhoring session while Captain Chit wasn't lookingggggg so yes will post 'em up soon! Swear my webcam's the best! Hehe. Oh yessss btw did I tell you Im freaked out by _ _ _ _ _ ?! AHHHHHH OMG *&^%$#@! LOZJCSHFHQNAMHDIFHWJHNAKBCASKHF BYEZ.

2009-05-05T10:21:00.003+08:00

Happy seventeenth Ziling! Love you! (L)

It's been so long since we last met and I really miss you lahhhhh meet up soon! Gossip tght hehe! All the best honey! (K)

2009-05-04T19:24:00.001+08:00

Oh btw I forgot to mention. Limbu joined SMAC well well my Chinese Music's still on my way!

2009-05-04T19:01:00.007+08:00

Hi allllllll! Currently at my mom's office printing out my notes so I can skip bringing laptop to school on Thursdays!

You know today I just did a ~~fucking~~ stupid thing. Which was to poke my own finger w my pencil and it bled. Omg you cannot imagine my face in class I was damn sian and I had to secretly take out my plaster from my wallet in my bag with one hand. AHHHHHH HAHAHA I THINK IM SO FUNNY SOMETIMES.

And I think my classmates are damn funny lah hahaha you know Ziwei and I couldn't stop laughing at ourselves during IDEAS lesson omg there's one point of time we just couldn't take it anymore and burst into laughter while the class is damn quiet! Omg I tell you Zbrush's damn funny lah the outcome of our 'drawings' are all damn shittily funny.

And then, we kept calling for Tina wishing that Nas will turn his head back! Hahaha walao then I actually went to search for the Lord of the Rings and said that our lecturer looks like Yoda omg hahaha then we almost died. I swear the lecturer himself looks like Yoda lahhhhhh. Esp. his eyes! Walao I laughed till I cried. Can never imagine the scene pleaseeeee!

Yessss and during the Nav. Safety class we were practically daydreaming. Then, Jiajuan ( somefrom from 1A01 ) sitting infront of us began to webcam w her friend. Wanyu and Ziwei then kept waving and jumping on their seats behind whenever the lecturer turned his back to us and he actually turned back and saw the both of them waving and SHOUTED ( oh yes he's voted as the most ji dong lecturer in class because he don't talk, he shouts ) and asked : WHAT ARE THE BOTH OF YOU DOING? WAVING TO WHO?

Omg then the three of us burst into laughter all over again. You can never imagine lah walao. We always self entertain. And note, Ziqi's MIA because she's watching Aakash&Co. play DOTA. Omg damn cool pls they all. Ok lahzzzzz I'll get back to printing my notes already! Byezzzzz!

2009-05-04T15:22:00.003+08:00

Bored stiff. I want to catch a movie soon, like realllll soon! Im like deprived of movies yknow!

2009-05-03T22:46:00.003+08:00

Im looking forward to school, for once. Because I believe I can at least put those stupid things aside for a moment and stop thinking about it.

If you were to hide things from me, then it's actually pointless. Idk but Im having the same ol' disappointed shitty feeling again. Please please please stop all these because Im seeing too many changes and I must have my own reasons for somehow avoiding you all.

Ok nvm just take whatever I said above as crap because it's not going to change things and we'll just leave things they way they are right now. Bye.

2009-05-03T17:23:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Im damn lazy nowwwwww. Don't want to start on zbrush ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Considering to have a haircut ( fringe only ) but later Kh they all say I YZW again :( Hahaha ok lah but I need a hair treatment badly! Feel like dyeing my hair black but if I dye it again I think I hair will all break instead of drop because it's like damn dryyyyyyy!

Ah btw I feel like getting E71 after seeing my aunty use it. It's like so good but I can go on dreaming lah hor tyvm. Haha ok lah bye!

2009-05-02T23:50:00.003+08:00

Hi all Im here to show off my new pair of slippers which is damnnnnn cute!!!!! I just bought it at Suntec at 7.50 $ !!!! Omg darn cheap and cute hehe I think this is even better than my polka dots oneeeee! Hehe sorry ah cannot contain the excitement in moi because I bought the last pair. Btw, my mother bought one Hello Kitty one. Omg can't stand but to say that she act cute lah. Hahahahehehehohoho bye!

Oh btw, just to tell you all, I still (L) Bv!! Shall go back one day to visit ... The canteen hehehe.

2009-05-02T17:20:00.002+08:00

Hi all, today's trip to the airport to complete my hw was productive enough! I completed 3/4 of my excel proj! ( 1/4 = one graph + one bloody formula ) Therefore for the rest of the days I can concentrate on the zbrush proj which is crap enough to make me go bonkers.

I figured out I might as well come here every week because this is too good! Enough of crapping byez!

2009-05-02T14:53:00.003+08:00

You know, I've always thought that studying alone is the best damn thing. Im wrong!!!!!! One biggest disadvantage is : When I wna pee, I must pack everything to the damned toilet and after that find a new spot!!!!!

Omg I tell you. I am damn sad + helpless. Haha.

2009-05-02T09:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday me went shopping with my mother and in the end, I bought nothing. At Armani Exchange, there was this damnnnnn chiooooo baggggg! I swear it's super big and pretty! ( If Ziling sees it, shes so gonna love it! ) Yessss but it's like 169 SGD. Omg I was so close to conning my mom into buying it lah pleaseeeee! Because even my mother agreed that it's v v v v v pretty! But then, I ruined everything by saying : ' Aiyo haha later buy le use awhile I think I will throw one side lah hor '

Then instantly she put it back and said : ' Yah, let's go '

Omgggggg can you imagine my shit face right there. Hahaha aiyah this kind of things better save up and buy for myself!!!!!! Sekali see see awhile I don't feel like buying alr hahaha! Yay pq, way to go! Save up pleaseeeeeee. Oh did I mention that SP's food like way cheaper than BV's Idk why? No lah actually is because when I eat in SP, I rarely buy drinks ( omg suckaz are you guys surprised?! ) therefore I only need to bring 5$ to school for my meals everyday and sometimes I still got change~ My saving plan is working! ( Omg shit speaking like an aunty again. )

Btw why do I sound so excited? It's only 9 plus in the morning. Okay lah byez gg bathe now and study outside ALONE. Damn proud of myself once again. I can't stay at home to study/do hw for nutsssss! I will go and search for some potato chips sometimes. Hahaha. Okay lah bye bye!

2009-05-01T23:00:00.003+08:00

Since young, I was taught to be independent by the circumstances and somehow, I like that. Partly because I don't really trust anyone easily and to me, nobody could be trusted and that's how I am. I don't really rely on my friends because I assume that nobody is completely reliable, to me. And today, my assumption was proven right. Never in my whole life had I ever been this glad that my character's such a shit.

All those ' You know I love you, you're my best friend I'll always be here for you ' kinda thing used to touch me. But now, it's all bull to me. Please stop those empty talks because one reason I choose not to trust anymore was because someone told me promises are meant to be broken. Well, I've accepted the fact and now Im going to move on with life. I hope you do as well.

For once, I've decided to post up my friendship issues here is because someone whom I trusted so much proved to me that our friendship is always at the last position. To think I even treated you as my best friend. I always get a lot of shit from various friendships but never did I thought of posting it up here because 1) Im used to it. 2) There was no point to.

One reason I wanted to post this up so badly is because I don't know how to talk to you about this. I've spoken to you before and it's like you think it's perfectly alright even things stayed the way they are right now. Well well, I really wonder if tolerating's right from the beginning. And when I post this up here, you might think Im contradicting myself because in the paragraph above, I said that Im used to all these shit in friendships. But however, the reason Im unhappy is because I've always saved a place for you in a little corner of my heart. When things goes way wrong, the first ( or perhaps second ) person I'll look for is you. That's my whole point, you see? But from all those things you've done, I can see that actually Im just your backup plan, right? Again and again and again. Im tired of all these. Give me a break.

Enough said, bye.

2009-05-01T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hi all, please pardon me. Was just trying to be retarded. You know, today, my mom added me in Fb and I decided to reject her mwahahahahaha Im so evil but I like (6) Yessssss going off to shop nowwwww! Btw, I haven't even started on any of the projs, yet. Ahhhhh zomg the due dates for both are on the 4th week!!! Shet if I don't finish half by tmrw, I'll stuff myself w eggplants!

2009-04-29T20:00:00.001+08:00

Hi btw I bought a new pair of slippers with polka dots its soooooo pretty Im going to wear it to school tmrw. ( To show off ) Hahaha no lah just kidding byez!

2009-04-29T19:41:00.003+08:00

Hi all, Im back from my 4 hrs of nap. School has been so far so good. Classmates are at least friendlier, in a way or so. Work's quite okayyyyy, exclude the fact I've been busy online during Nav. Safety and Marine Engineering Knowledge. I have this v bad habit of daydreaming during lessons like my soul is at somewhere else but I don't know where.

Ystd, Nasri dropped a bomb on us by making laugh our asses out during class. Tina ( a China girl ) is his ' girlfriend ' because the both of them got curly wurly hair, and therefore we say that they have couple hair.

Then, ytd during lesson, I turned back to look for Tina because I need to give her money and when I called ' Tina~~ ', Nasri ( a few tables away ) turned and shouted : YES!?

Omgzxszxs I swear I could have died lah!! Damn funny the scenario. Then Wanyu, Ziwei and I laughed for damn long. Cannot tahan. Aiyo ok lah, I've lost my blogging mojo! Will be back another day.

2009-04-27T22:59:00.001+08:00

Today after school, I went to my mom's office w the intention to print out my notes. When I went to Blackboard, I found out there's 66 pages. I gave up. Hehe.

2009-04-27T10:55:00.001+08:00

OMG IM BORED STIFF. LECTURES ARE DARN BORING. THERE'S PEOPLE PLAYING DOTA INFRONT OF ME NOW. SO DISTRACTING!

2009-04-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

I. Am. So. Not. Looking. Forward. To. School. Mmm actually I am because I actually like school as in I like the course Im taking I think its fun. But better still if school starts later like maybe 12? Btw, I. Am. Damn. Tired. Because Im lacking of sleep, badly. Yes lah actually no matter how much I sleep I will still be tired. I had a good ol' 10 hrs sleep ytd and Im still like damn tired. I am damn contradictive, I know. Oh the other day, we had to fill up this form w our personal particulars and there's this Hobbies/Interests blank. I wrote ' Sleeping '. Hahaha please pardon me ah. I personally feel that sleeping is a waste of time. But I enjoy it because it feels so damn shiok. Hehehe.

Aiyah whatever lah. All I know is that I need to sleep now if not tmrw I can cab to school and scold the driver again. Btw, today I told my mom about the cab incident. She gave me this (Y) Like mother like daughter isit?

2009-04-26T17:34:00.003+08:00

Omgzxszxs I swear Ms Mak is all out to get me to fail this I.T In Shipping Business module. The Excel homework she gave is *&^%$#@! I almost died of vomitting blood because I was stucked at this point, because I cannot get the total sum for other columns. AHHHHHHHHHH omg then I realised, I only need to press the F4 key. WALAO WEH I TELL YOU I LITERALLY WANTED TO PUI CHAO NUA AT HER.

What the hell lor. Then yknow I tried to figure out what's the damn problem in the end, I found out Im just purely a retard in Excel, hah. You know I insisted on staying at home to finish the work if not the whole family can wait for me like nobody's business. Okayzzzzz finally completed my homework Im out for dinner now(!!!!) So early hor. Stupid right my family.

I have this gut feeling my mother and brother are badmouthing me because they are speaking in Malay omgzxs? What is the world coming to?

Oh btw I have to wake up at 8 tmrw and I found out that my entertainment throughout the journey to school will be reading up on notes which I havent complete, yet. Byez, will be back tmrw!

2009-04-26T12:43:00.003+08:00

Ytd, I randomly sent Asyidah a msg, saying that I miss her. In the end, she called and we settled on a meetup w Hafiz, Khai and Jensen next Friday. Omg hopes it's going to happen plssssss. Super miss all of them.

I foresee the rest of my weekends are going to be work work and more work. Im like having a hard time catching up w Nav. Safety ahhhh omg kill me.

Oh btw I wna go Kbox ):

2009-04-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

Nah show you my classmates.

2009-04-25T16:16:00.002+08:00

Hi all, finally woke up because ytd's Mahjong + Daidi session ended at 6 a.m or so and Im soooo tired! Today, I woke up w a v v v bad dream. Found out that Im to afraid to lose anything, anyone. Too afraid.

2009-04-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

I tell you all smth ok? I just finished a cup of HL milk and I saw this online.

Cow's milk is the most overrated nutrient and actually harms children. There are several sources of Calcium far safer than cow's milk. Cow's milk is for cows not humans.

I went, ' Oh shit but haha '

Shit as in milk harms children? Then why am I drinking it? ( Sorry ah I always think that Im still 16, so still a small kid, no? )

The haha part is the highlighted one lah. Omg it does make sense but hahaha it's damn funny leh I think.

Speaking of Cows, a few days back I watched MFBBT and then Ah-Wei was asked to spell Niu ( Cow ) He spelt : BEEF. I almost died of laughing.

2009-04-23T18:11:00.003+08:00

One word to summarize my day : Screwed.

I MUST MUST MUST SAY THIS. TODAY IS SOOOOO NOT MY DAY! HATE TODAY TO THE MAX!

Okayyyyyyz, so today started w me waking up late at 820 for the lesson at 10 and I missed my 857 a.m. bus. I saw it driving pass me, tell me how sad is this? Then, I waited for the second bus which is like 8 mins later and I swear I felt like spitting vulgarities because it's was super duper long lah!

Okay then I took the train to Outram Park station and then I literally gave up waiting for the train towards Joo Koon. I WENT OUT TO TAKE A CAB. Oooops, I meant I took a FUCKER'S CAB.

It was like when I entered the cab, I immediately asked the fucker( the driver lah duh ) if he knows how to go to SP at Dover Mrt. Omgzxs please he hesistated and replied a yes. Then, I thought he really know leh. So I didn't change cab and in the end, he fucking brought me to the business block which was like way far from SMA lah walau. We wasted at least 3 mins there.

Then, I told him to go to Dover Mrt and he stopped opposite the SMA building. But! He stopped at this fucking place where I have to walk at least 7 mins to get to the opposite side. Then I told him to U-turn for me. You know he scolded me or not!!!!

Me : Uncle, can U-turn not? I pay you extra cash. ( politely ok! )
Old fucker : WHAT! JUST NOW YOU ASK ME COME HERE. FROM THERE (biz block) COME HERE ALREADY THEN NOW WANT TO U-TURN?!
Me being damn angry : EH I TELL YOU DOVER MRT RIGHT. THEN NOW YOU GO WRONG WAY IS MY FAULT LAH?!?!?!?!?!
Old fucker paused for a sec and then : BUT THEN NOW YOU ASK ME TO U-TURN?! WHAT YOU WANT EXACTLY?
Me : OK SHUT UP LAH IM RUSHING FOR TIME NOW.

Omg then I went out in a rage I swear I almost broke his door. Omgzxszxs I swear this is the worst uncle ever. Walao then I went to class feeling damn pissed, telling the girls how angry I am. What's worse was that 5 people were later than me. The class rep himself came at 1030. Omg lah? Then why shld I take a cab and waste my 9 bucks?! Cb to the max. Pardon me for my vulgarities but I am damn angry!!!!!!!

Second, today, when I was going out of the house, my menses came. *&^%$#@! I had to go back to the toilet lah that's why I was even later after waking up late. Omgzxs pissed like mad.

Third, the class rep threw a bomb today. Which is that we have to meet 715 at Jurong East Mrt control station tmrw morning because we're having our first lesson at Poly Marina and we have to go there as a class since majority of us have no idea how to go there. Omg do you know this bloody means that I have to wake up at 530 tmrw? Hi BV Im back~~ Ya during my BV days, I have to wake up by 530. Omg pls. And being like a sucker for MFBBT, I have to finish it what! Then hor, can only sleep at 12. Means 5 hrs ++ of sleep. AHHHHHHHHHHHh omg ah mi tuo fou. Nvm, shall catch up w my nap tmrw.

Fourth!!!! On my way home, I went to this damned shop for pads and I bought a clip as well and in the end, I found out the clip broke when I reached home. Omg pls although it's only 1$$ but damn pissed also. Shit lah. Idk why am I so easily pissed these few days. Think it's PMS. Hehe.

Btw. Today's tutorial was so boring I decided to play nudging w Nas and I talked to Hafiz online and I found out I really miss him a lot. I told him that 1A/02's somehow like 4e5. I mean the feeling lah. Then I told him there's no Asyidah Khairul Jensen and him so it's like as if 4e5's empty. He instantly replied : Nobody can replace us, haha.

Omg can't agree more than this. Although we make friends along the way, but I always believe that we can miss each other in our own ways. We don't have to exactly meet up. As long as we treat each others as good friends, it's enough, no? Idk, but perhaps that's just me. Different people have different points of view and even if I don't talk to my friends one day, I'd still be missing them. Ok shit I always end up emo-ing byez.

2009-04-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

Omg officially swear that SB's foodcourt 6 pwn any other foodcourts in SP!!!! ( for now )

Walau if I go there for brunch everyday, think I'll become the richest bitch on earth. Because the food there is dirt cheap + it's nice!!! Eh walau you know the Japanese Curry rice only $2.50!! \m/

Btw I've a bad news for muaself. Which is.... I have to wear shoes and bring laptop to school everyday *&^%$#@! Totally can't stand this lah why are the lecturers so damn lazy?!

Anw, today was the first FAIS group discussion session and I swear I had the greatest laugh in my class because Nasri Shikin and Wan are darn funny lah!!! Omg pls to think Osman grouped us tght, lucky or what me? I swear they are almost the funniest persons in class please. Aiyah but you must know, we are not close. They are just funny you know?!

Btw I think the guys in my class are poops. Fancy talking about dirty videos in class. Hah.

2009-04-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.. Let me share a little secret with you guys. A few days back ( if im not wrong it's Sunday ) I created a new blog with a new email account because I thought that IF. like if I have some stupid problems resulting in me emoing I might as well post it there because I don't really enjoy sharing nowadays plus! It's rather impossible for me to post it out here lah hor. Yes Im that selfish, so what?

Ok the main thing is.. I lost the password. Dangggggggggggggg. So much for trying to make a new blog! Feel like killing myself. Even though there's no significant post yet, I still feel so sad. Because I cannot even delete it. AHHHHHHHHHHH feeling so traumatised now you know!

Ohhhhhhhh btw, today we ( kh nevin + mua ) met up with LopezZzZzZ the new bengzxs! Hahaha omg it's been 987654321 years since we met lah omgzxszxs. Hehehe feels good!

Btw, let me share another secret w you guys... I feel that I can't adapt to this whole poly thing and making new friends is really not my forte, I just found out. Sooooo although my class is like so much better now because everyone's finally opening up their mouths but haiz you know, I really need a lot a lot of time. Yesssss for once Pq's feeling sian over this.

Side note : I once told a malay guy he can address me as Pq because he told me Pei Qi's rather difficult to pronounce. Today, he just called me 'Pei Q'. Omg I swear I almost died halfway during class.

Okay, time to read through notes for tmrw's tutorial and hit the sack!

2009-04-21T16:41:00.002+08:00

Scratch the previous post. Because.... I've figured out that actually I need time for this. And, my class ain't that bad after all after today. Sorry ah, changed my view of them. Hope this doesn't stay for only one day. Well well well Im seeing v v v v competitive people in my class. Ahhhh you know this feels very much like secondary school life. With those foreigners in class.

However! I still miss those BV days. Miss laughing like mad during class, miss standing outside the staff room in one whole row. Miss 4e5'08! Miss Mrs Cheong. Miss Mr Shah. Omgzxszxs miss everyone! Miss a lot a lot of people. Missing food now. So byez.

2009-04-21T12:02:00.001+08:00

OMGGGGGG I AM DAMN SIAN NOWWWWWWW. I REALLY WANT TO GET THIS POLY THING OVER AND DONE WITH. REALLY V SIAN YOU KNOW MY CLASSMATES LIKE *&^%$#@! DONT LIKE!

2009-04-19T14:58:00.003+08:00

Reluctant. Yessssss this is the word for me now. Im v v v v v reluctant to go to school tmrw. God knows what's in for me. I mean, a part of me wants something to do, at least to keep myself occupied. But the other part kinda dread school because my classmates are ..... Idk how to describe them. Feels kind of different talking to them. I mean, it feels terribly fake. I just cannot stand this. Shet.

Another thing will be, I've no stationeries. Hehehohohaha I've to head down to Tm's popular to get them tmrw. Yes not today, Im too lazy to get out of the house. I've been lazing around since 1 and I slept for 10 hours straight. Ahhhhhh this type of life's gna stop soon. To be exact, today's the last day! Why do I sound so excited?!

Damn it I can't bear to part w this pig-all-day-long life. Gna get another nap soon if not I'll die tmrw because school's starting at 10 and ending at 530. What a great start.

2009-04-18T11:38:00.002+08:00

Hahahaha omg pls this si Chenchen. Make me wna die of laughing right in front of the comp. You know, we were talking about our classes in poly...

Alexa.C says:
WLAO
Alexa.C says:
U ARE SO DAMN
Alexa.C says:
RIGHT
Alexa.C says:
1yr leh
Alexa.C says:
1 YR LEH
Alexa.C says:
KNS
Too far-fetched. says:
1 yr only?
Too far-fetched. says:
not 3 yrs meh
Alexa.C says:
1 yr change mah
Alexa.C says:
every yr change
Too far-fetched. says:
ISIT
Too far-fetched. says:
KNS
Too far-fetched. says:
shit
Too far-fetched. says:
then my class de shuai ge how!?
Alexa.C says:
shuai ge?
Alexa.C says:
they hv to tolerate u for 1 yr only lor
Alexa.C says:
heng for them
Too far-fetched. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Too far-fetched. says:
OMG GO DIE
Too far-fetched. says:
damn funny

Omg swear she's damn crap!!!!! Hahahaha love you lah Alex!

2009-04-18T11:26:00.001+08:00

Omgzzzzz Im still damn tired. Major lacking of sleep. Hahaha it's like ever since Flag Day I've been this tired and I need a lot of sleeeeeeep! A lot. Hahaha.

Im still contemplating whether to move to Commonwealth alone or not. Yesssss suckers you're not seeing things. It's ALONE. AHHHHHHHH damn it but it's so near school! Bloody hell Im tired bye time for a nap.

2009-04-17T15:56:00.002+08:00

My honey! (L) I swear he's the cutest shit everrrrrrrrrrrr (K)! Btw ignore the person behind. It's the maid. Hahaha.

2009-04-17T12:32:00.002+08:00

Hi, it's Friday. Swear I'll never forget this day. I hate to say this, but.. Fuck.

2009-04-14T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hoi hoi suckerzzzzzzzz! Im like back from 2 days of plain torture but anyhow, I made quite a few new fwenzzzz in my class and whatsmore, got two handsome guyssssss! Both in 1A02~ Hehehe tyvm ah.

Okay my complaint will be that I barely know who the hell is in my class because for these 2 days, we've merged classes w 1A01. Ahhhhhhh my class like so weirdddddd Idk why. But I've made new friends like Shikin, Ziqi, Ziwei, Wanyu, Sebastian, Andrew, Nasri and perhaps 2 more I've forgot their name soli ah.

My classmates are damn funny, I think. But I still need time to adapt. It's like so awkward eating w them earlier on! Urgh omg I need to get used to all this, fast! Flag day will be at Bukit Batok omgzzzzz cannot stand damn tiring!!

Heh and I've made a new fwen today called Kenny HAHAHAHA. ( Insider's joke hor? )

Okay lah! Im done here and I'll come back w piccas from the 'ton' session on Sat and also, a stupid video of Kh. Byez

2009-04-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

Zomgxzsxzs. Im back from one whole day of torture + enjoyment. Okay.. First about my class, I've nothing much to say just that I don't think they are exactly my type of fwens you see. G33ks. Hahaha and I have to thank Ong and Joyce for meeting me for my break if not I will die there due to fakeness. Haha!

And yesssss after orientation I met up w Kh and Nevin. We headed to Marina Sq. with the intention of having dinner cos we were badly deprived of food but someone mentioned Kbox you see so we literally chiong-ed there! Hahahaha omg like stuffed myself w food over there.

Yesssss and Im dead beat because I woke up at 545 a.m. ytd by myself ( v proud tyvm ) and tmrw there's SPICE training omgzxs we were just informed, lah. So tmrw I somehow have to wake up at 630 so yeahzzzzzzz have to sleep already sooooo byez people! Will be back soon!

2009-04-12T22:24:00.001+08:00

Hi all, Pq's back! I've been away from the blog world for the past 2 days. Although it's only 2 days, I've thought a lot and sorted out things. Walking out from the emo mood now and please pardon me, I've not recovered fully, yet. So there'll still be time when I will post some personal things here so if you don't wish to read, that's too bad.

I've thought of moving on to Lj, but because Im such a sucker at it and I prefer blogger so much that's why I've chose to return here. Im alright I guess. Pq's stronger now :)

So yeah.. Happy Birthday Sy! Before it's too late alright. So ytd was a simple meet up with Cy, Ivan, Sy and Zj for dinner and also Shunjuku Incident plus a game of pool + arcade. It was so called a celebration. But more of like a catch up session. Hahaha this time, nothing fanciful but still, Im sure we all enjoyed it. There's this regain of a lost feeling. Idk how to describe it in words, but it's been sooooo long since I felt this way with friends. You call it simple? Or is it carefree? Idk.. All in all, I felt better at the very least.

Ytd also consisted of meeting up Ming Leon and Chenchen respectively. Went to Bugis with Ml for his bag, books and mouthguard. I swear I could have died under the scorching sun when we lost our way there.

Yes and after that was to meet up Chenchen for lunch and then I met her up again around 12 a.m, with the intention to go to my house for a ton session but too bad, I surrendered and went to sleep due to the loss of internet connection + I was too lazy to open up my mouth to talk to her. Hahah, well that's me.

Yessssss and we shall skip today, except for the fact that I napped for a total of 5 hours at my gran's place straight after eating. Eeewwww... Because of this, I felt very much disgusted and skipped dinner session w the family at Serangoon Garden's Chomp Chomp. Urghhhh omg I wanted to go there so badly, lor.

Okayzzzzz. Tmrw's orientation. Well Im pretty sure it'll be a torture to me because I have to wake up at 545 omgzxs and reach T1A by 8 which will take around 20 mins from Dover Mrt I think. I can't help but to feel a little bit helpless for this damned orientation because it ends at 5 and there's only 1 day ( not including flag day ), of course, there will be NO games and so on. Nvm about the games, since Im not the sporty type of person. But hell, it'll be damn difficult to make new friends, no? I mean there's no ice-breaking session like *&^%$#@! I really really don't know how to describe the shit Im feeling right now. Furthermore, it seems like there will only be performances and some lame shit like getting to see the facilities of the school and so on. Totally cannot imagine my life there~ Tsktsktsk.

Btw, if you guys are wondering, my tagboard's officially gone. I mean, I might put it back some day.. But not at the time being. To me, this blog is a place I want to type out my thoughts and not like interact with friends you see. E.g. tagging the tagboard when both persons are online. How lame is that?!

Yesssss it's kinda late now I should hit the sack soooooon! Nightz!